PLEASE PLEASE SOMEONE HELP!!

I have tried everything that has been suggested by the community and NOTHING HELPS. I've even used the link to ask for private help but NO REPLY!

I need to get access to my account which has years and years of addresses and important things in files relating to money etc.

I AM SO DESPERATE I FEEL LIKE DOING MYSELF IN!!

I have posted a question and now cant find it to see if there are any replies.

good day,
please please,
i delete all my emails from hotmail web page, because i tried to install them in microsoft outlook,
but after all mails downloaded to outlook , i did the deleted messeges deom inbox and also from deleted items.
can you please recover all my mails bofore losted forever.

thank you very very much
my user name is (removed for security reasons) and my email is (removed for security reasons)

thank you again in advance.
anas